Its a wise move to accept that your not enjoying something that you thought you might or thought you "should". I have been trying to remember to ask myself if I really want to or need to spend the time when I take on a new project. Right now I really do enjoy growing some of my own ingredients and will continue to. But I'm trying to remain open to letting go of those things that I don't enjoy.
I've grown hops for 12 years and for most of that time I really enjoyed growing, processing, and using them. But I've had so much yield from the plant the last few years that it's become a chore rather than a joy. A hobby should never be a chore!