Good words. Thank you. I got it all out of my system Monday, driving home from work. I was ok till Holly called. Then, I bawled like a little beotch. I can still hang my hat on the fact she has never seen me break down. But, she did hear one heck of a freak out! I'm doing a lot better. Still a hige downer, but it's better. Now, Holly, poor girl is not so good. She's never lost a pet. She was never a dog / pet person till she met me. She met thetoy poodle I grew up with, and fell in love with her. Then we got married, and got Porkchop right after. She was all about dogs then. She's never had to deal with it before, where I have, always growing up with a dog. Thnak you all again for your kind words, and thank you for letting me ramble on here. It has really helped me.
( and I swear I'm gonna be brewing soon! honest I am! Man do I miss the beer threads. The pub is great, but I'm here for the beer!!)